And finally, for your viewing delight...

So, I should more or less have disappeared from view. The Top 50 Hottest Guys post is still visible because that was a popular post that is still causing a degree of argument in conversation even now. Top 50 Girls will appear sometime soon, I promise. Hey, I have holiday time now, and I've done a partial list already...

Nick, if you want to keep reading, add me. You I have no problem with. I'm just doing my reclusive hermit thing right now, and I want to feel comfortable enough to write with the degree of honesty that I have been doing.

Again, comment if you want to be added.

I can't say what I desperately want to because I don't know who is reading this anymore. I don't know what I think and what I feel and who I can trust, and something is telling me that I can't trust anyone anymore.

I should make this a friends-only journal. I don't know why I haven't before. I thought I was tucked away in a corner and no-one knew about this journal, but now it seems that they do.

Sorry guys. If you want to see it, comment here and I'll add you.

I picked up Cassie's baton, so here is my Top 50 Men...